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i feel im giving up u know?? 5th semester and im dying i mean everyone is like on my shoulders,my parents goood i dont like them at all my mom is like do this do that n then if u have any left time do ur things an course she wants good grades... i love her but she is like.. she can't do a thing by herself!and I'm sick i am the mom of the house and i have to study n get good grades,cook clean ...etc?? fuck!! my father i only know bout him when he is angry ... my sister ....no comments (she is 23 n she acts like a 12 year old girl...).. then schooool my teachers are all over me asking and saying "u have to study" dnt lose it ..."think bout ur future" (what are they talking bout?) yeah ok leave me alone i have no fuckin plans i have no fuckin time im tired...n my future by the time is to die lol...no well u know what i mean to....like die hehe I'll go to california next semester i dnt care maybe I'll die in the middle of my ...california thing but i don't really care they are killing me anyway soo its da same...cutting!!! but if i keep doing it i'll be all bloody and theeeeeeen there will be more problems knockin at the door... i want my fuckin tattoo a white one of the heartagram n my 2 fuckin piercings im almost 18!!! in like a month i can do whatever i want ....i'll be leegaaaaaaalllllll!!! n thats when my california tattoo n piercing comes....well im...better now that i've complained bout everything...sorry for the ones that read this..u didnt have to B happy!!!

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